it's not me
and i guess it's gonna be
too tough to handle...
it's definitely not me!
and i guess i wanna be
too lost to be found!!
it's all so tangled
i feel so confused
it's all so knotted
i feel so bruised
i know it's all in my mind...
even though it exists so much around me..
when i try to seek, i can't find!
the reasons that surround.
And now,
these winds blow with all their might!
to take away even what's left..
but the warrior in me says
"stay and put up a fight!
to save what is your's...
than just let it be swept!!"
So i try to make a strong face
add it with some smile..
ready to again, run the race
to be with the tide for a while...
I always think this crisis
will soon end here...
but it recurrently rises
catching me unaware!
The only thing i wish now
is to win this internal war
to end for life all this row...
to remove all the feelings so sour!
But i know it's not me...
when again these emotions will pent-up..
again happen to put me in its lock-up
till i find another key!